Tuesday, August 20, 2013

First Day of School

Today was a success!  The kids were up and ready on time, beds were made (except for Kate), we ate eggs and toast for breakfast because I wanted to be sure that the kids had protein in their bellies to hold them over to lunch, and we were out the door with pictures taken on time.  Kate had a bit of a hard time eating breakfast I'm sure with a nervous tummy.  Other wise everyone was happy and calm.  In fact I think this was the most calm first day we've ever had.  It almost felt weird and normal for them to be off.

The older kids start at 8am and Jane was to start at 9am.  She was pretty upset when we got home and she realized that she still had to wait for her school to start.  I was amazed and thrilled at her confidence and excitement going into her class.  Both Randall and I were there to drop her off because it was such a big day...for us.  Our "baby off to school.  She did need one extra hug and kiss and then she was off with no tears and hardly any hesitation.  I felt a bit emotional but really was just so grateful that she was happy and going forward that I was ok.

I think it helped that I had a busy morning ahead of me.  I had an OB appt down in Orem and was rushing to get there on time.  Baby boy is still measuring big at 40 weeks, and I'm only 36 and half weeks along.  I was "checked" today and to my amazement was dilated to 1.5 cm.  Now to most people that's nothing, but I have never, no never, been dilated on my own to even a 1!  Even at my due date or past I am a big huge ZERO.  The complicated part of that though, is the doc said that if I can progress to a 3 on my own by next week we may be ready to induce the baby due to his size.  I'm hesitant in that regard because first, I am always hesitant to have the baby even as I am huge and uncomfortable.  Babies are much easier to care for inside the belly, don't cry, and don't have to be fed at all hours of the day and night.  Admittedly I am sleeping the worst I have of any pregnancy and that's beginning to wear me down.  It's hard to be this big and have 4 others to care for when I really am huge and so tired with lack of sleep.

Another thing that makes this whole when to have a baby (as if I have any control in that regard) is that we already have 3 birthdays within 9 days and now possibly a 4th?!  Ethan's birthday is next Thursday the 29th and I really don't want his birthday to be overshadowed by possibly having another baby on his birthday or bringing him home on his birthday.  Ethan is a great kid and truthfully I'm really hard on him a lot of the time, expecting a lot out of him in many regards, so the least I can do is let him have one great day all his own of celebration.  So...if I could choose I wouldn't want to have the baby until at least a day or two after his birthday.

We shall see.  I just may end up being induced at 39 weeks as originally planned which would put me around the 6th or so of September.  I guess time will tell.  I'm just glad we had such a great first day!

Monday, August 19, 2013

Let the games begin!

It's funny because in some ways I look at our summer as pretty low key with no real vacations gone on and no planned activities, and yet on the other hand I felt PLENTY busy.  We signed on our new home Wednesday June 26th after much anticipation and moved in that night.

We love our house!  We pinch ourselves daily and are so grateful that we are here.  It's a beautiful home with all the things we picked ourselves, but when it comes down to it, it's the room to spread out from one another, a finished basement where the kids spend a lot of time playing, and all the storage that makes me happy.  Oh the storage!  When friends come to see the house they may think it strange that we walk around and ooh and aah over all the storage, pointing out our pantry and all the closets.  It's fantastic.  In fact many of my kitchen cabinets are empty and many many shelves in the closets as well.  The kids closets are basically bare and I love it.  Of course everyone always says that "we will fill it up", and of course I take that as a personal challenge to make sure that never happens.  If it does, then we will inevitably have too much stuff!  I already have a large load of clothes and a few things I just don't want anymore to go to D.I. so thankfully we aren't packing in a lot of extra stuff yet.

As I sit here and type this I am 36 weeks 1 day pregnant with a large baby...so they tell me...and so does everybody else as they see me walk around these days.  So just being so pregnant has put a slight damper on our Summer activities this year.  We have kept to a nice schedule and the neighbors probably think we never play with friends since we had our daily "quiet time" almost without fail.  How am I supposed to keep with these kids in the heat, in my huge state without a little break each day.  Thankfully Jane also still naps every day, bless her soul, so it has worked out for us.

Speaking of the neighborhood, we also are loving that.  We living on the corner end of a cul-de-sac and  it's great.  We have great neighbors.  Most people are similar to us in age with some obviously younger and one couple right next door that are early empty nesters, but we still really enjoy them.  The area is quiet and safe enough I can send the kids to play down the street and I'm not worried about them.

We also so far have a great ward and I'm so thankful for that.  I am now serving as personal progress leader in the YW.  I'm excited about it, but admit that it's WAY more than I originally thought it would be.  Rand was just called to be the ward mission leader and apparently there are a lot of non members, part-member families or less actives around so there is work to do.  He's excited about it and I think he'll do a good job.

Tomorrow is the big day... school starts!  I can hardly believe it.  Usually I may feel a bit sad and tomorrow may be a bit emotional for me as the kids start yet another new school.  This new start of school with technically be the 4th for Ethan in the last 3 years.  Yikes!  Good thing they are good at transition and learning to go with the flow.  Jane also starts school tomorrow which I didn't realize until her open house this morning.  I thought she started Thursday, and for some reason the fact that she starts tomorrow has made me a bit more sad to see my "baby" be a big girl.  She has been wanting to go to school, wearing her backpack for a year though so I think she will love it, and truthfully I think I will love it too, at least once I get used to the idea of her being gone two mornings a week.

Our Fall is going to be incredibly busy with activities galore.  Ethan is doing another season of flag football, hopefully without injury this time around, and also piano lessons.  Anna will have 3 hours of ballet a week and piano, Kate is starting with just one hour of ballet, but add in scouts and activity days and we will be plenty busy, especially when the baby arrives.

I have missed having a history of the things we are doing and hope to be better about "journaling" our goings ons but once baby comes I'm sure my times will be even more limited.  For now we are happy, healthy and feel very blessed with all the good going on in our lives.